Monday, November 2, 2009

my sweet brother

Coco I miss you so bad! last night I just laid in my bed and cried I wish you were here and I hate so bad that you are gone. I hate to see mom and dad or any of the other kids struggle and miss you it absolutely kills me. I just wish I could take the pain away from all of us. I think lately we have all struggled more than normal and I just can't find out why... all I know is we all miss you like crazy and not a day goes by that I don't think of you and wonder how you are doing and if you are happy and free from pain or sadness. I love you my sweet brother can't wait until we can all be together again! Please watch over us!
love you
may

3 comments:

Chiara said...

Man, I miss him so much too right now! I was driving to work tonight and that dang song "WHY?" by Rascal Flatts came on the radio....and I had to shed some tears. It's hard to have faith, but we have to hold onto that. Love you May!

Cambry said...

Autumn is such a nostalgic time of year. It seems all the hurts and aches are more painful when the leaves fall. Love and hugs to you and your family. And to Cody.

Mr. Haycock, Sir said...

May, I miss him too but we can't let it get us down. Please don't lay awake at night crying. Come wake me up and we can cry together a little and then tell jokes or something to make us feel better. I sure love you.