got it all.

Today while at work i REALLY experienced it all.
poop ALL over my pants from a blow out.
pee because it took me half a second too long to put the clean diaper on.
4 screaming babies(this lasted a good 45 minutes. trust me i tried EVERYTHING)
and last but not least throw up all over my pants.
my clothes have been through it all today.
and i am physically and mentally WASTED.


how do you moms do this?
i was so close to a mental breakdown.

now i must go wash my clothes before i forget and wear them again... yes i have done this. i feel and act like i am a mother of four. My family and friends always tell me how lame i am that i'm always exhausted, tired, and grumpy. i now know how a mother feels and to be honest i think ill wait another 10 years before i considering having my own... because that, that will mean i will have them through the night too.

also a side note... every time i close my eyes at night i listen to the voices of babies screaming. i think that means i hear it a little too much during the day.

i love my job, i really do. and i love the babies to death, but some days i wonder how on earth i am ever going to be a good mom. i then have to remind myself i will only have ONE baby at a time... this i think i can handle:) after 4, 1 will be a piece of cake(or so i like to think)

i'm more than ready for the weekend.

i get to see LION KING BROADWAY... i am STOKED!!!