{book}

I was reading a book today. This is what I read.

"Time doesn't heal the heart it numbs it."

wow... I have never thought of it like that. Its true! Completely true! It may work some days and may not other days. It numbs it more days or months than others. Sometimes the numbness just isn't there and it the hurt is excruciating. No matter how hard it is to realize someone you love with all your heart is gone, you still have to go on with life. I say "go on" because I hate the words "move on". As much as I wish I could lay in my bed day after day and cry I know I can't because I need to continue to go forth with my life. I need to work, I need to clean, I need to get ready for the day, I need to "live" my life. We all do. Ever since Cody died it makes me ANGRY when people say "time heals everything, just give it time." I am usually not an aggressive person but when people say that I want to give them a good kick in the shins. What I read today is a more true statement. I liked it and needed to share. Maybe you'll like it, and maybe you won't. Maybe I just like the fact that the numbness makes hard days more bearable.