{ so thankful }

I have been struggling with the idea of including all I'm thankful for into one list. It just isn't possible.

So this year I'm going to mention one thing we have come to realize is our biggest blessing, our little peanut! Words cannot express how blessed we feel to have been able to create a child. 

I know so MANY struggle with infertility and my heart breaks over and over with each family member, friend & even stranger who faces this challenge daily. I don't have answers as to why others have this trial, but I do know we have a loving Father in Heaven who has a specific plan for each one of those families. 

It's been hard when I've felt sick & completely exhausted not to complain. It's human nature. But when I sit back and think how truly LUCKY we are to be given this opportunity I am in complete awe. and lucky doesn't even cover it. 

So to those who are struggling, don't give up. I know there is a special plan for you & your family. 

And to those of us lucky enough to bear children... Count your many blessing, count them 100 times over and over! 

Our little life has already changed dramatically in the best way & I'm sure this new year will bring a whole new meaning to the saying "changed for the better"