Happy New Year!!

This year has been a struggle, but yet I have so much to be thankful for! Here is a list of the good things that happened in 2009! Goodbye 2009 Hello 2010!
-Marley May was born in February
-We got to spend some great last few months with our Cody!
-Finished hair school and passed my state tests!
-Moved home from St. George
-Got to have Cody's old room
-Realized more than ever the importance of a temple marriage
-Had a fabulous summer, spending lots of time at the cabin
-Curry and Pooty got married! finally!
-Found happiness and learning from trials
-Realized the importance of saving money
-Two of my best friends got married to awesome guys!
-Got hired at two awesome jobs
-Went to Hawaii for the first time with the whole fam!
-Spent quality time with the best parents in the whole world!
-Attended one temple dedication, and got to walk through one temple before the dedication.
-Learned many important life lessons
-Noticed blessings from attending the temple and paying tithing.
-Met new people who have become great friends
-Realized if I try hard I can sort of be crafty (thanks to my mothers help)
-Gained more patience, and respect for mothers
-Saw how little acts of service can truly affect others lives
-Learned smiles from strangers can really make a difference
-You can NEVER take too many pictures
-Keeping a journal is so important
-I finally learned to love snow
-I think I passed my own laying out record(i never last long)
and many many many more! 2009 was hard, challenging, fun, exciting, sad, painful, happy, & eventful! It seems odd all of those can fit in one year but they really did. I have never been good at keeping a New Years resolution but I am going to do my best this year! Happy New Year to everyone! I hope 2010 will be a great year!

Merry Christmas Co Co!

Christmas will never be the same with out you here. It doesn't feel right or normal. and to be honest i HATED it. I didn't hate Christmas I hated that you weren't here. Its not fair. I was sitting there Christmas eve and just started bawling... I miss you and I wished more than anything you could be here with us. Christmas eve and Christmas day came with many many tears this year for all of us. I never thought the day would come that I would shed a tear on this day but it happened and I felt like it was ok. It was ok because you weren't there we all had every right to cry and be sad! Oh how I wish you were still here hanging out with us on the couch, eating breakfast with us girls and mom and dad, opening presents on Christmas eve, getting annoyed my all of cads piano playing, laughing with us, giving me a big Christmas hug, relieving mom by helping with all the food( you were our own personal cook), helping the little boys with their new toys, laughing with us as macks and marley played with otis for hours(i hope you saw from heaven and were smiling), and just plain and simple being there with us. Life isn't the same with out you and it never will be. I have officially decided tears are now ok on Christmas. I love you big brother and miss you like crazy not a day goes by we don't miss you! I hope you are at peace in heaven. There are so many things I still want to know all the answers to, but I need to be patient I know one day I will be able to understand. I hope you cooked one heck of a prime rib in heaven... ours wasn't the same with out your touch, although mom and dad did a FABULOUS job!! I will forever love you Co co! Merry Christmas big brother we sure missed you!

Happy Birthday Sarah Annie!

Just wanted to wish a very Happy 20th Birthday to my best friend Sarah ann! I love you and would be lost with out you! Thanks for being the bestest friend ever and for always being there for me. We have had way too many memories together and I will never forget any of them! Not only does she make me laugh until I cry, she is there when I cry and helps me through everything! She can change my bad mood into a good mood instantly. She is such a great example to me and I look up to her so much! Basically I could never ask for a better friend! Best friends forever! love you annie!
love may

I'm Cailey NOT Miley.

I still haven't yet figured out why people think i look like this annoying disney star Miley Cyrus. It drives me insane when people say..." do you know who you look like?" it is then followed by me with a "who... let me guess Miley Cyrus." the answer is alway YES! It makes me crazy. Not only do we look nothing alike i think she is wacko so would prefer to never be told i look like her again. If you think we look alike just keep those comments to yourself. It doesn't help that my sister says to me "people think you look like Miley Cyrus?? she is so ugly." thanks carl. Well I still cannot find any resemblance other than hair color which i will be changing very soon so i NEVER get told this again. Thanks Miley for doing this to me, its ALL your fault.

dear cody up in heaven:

So I was thinking how silly I am for never asking you to relay the message up in heaven that I hate the snow and would really appreciate it if it would go away. I'm sure you have an in, so could you please do me this one tiny favor please please please big brother?? I wish you were here... I miss the winter time when I would walk outside my car would be all cleared off, warm and started for me. You have always been such a sweet caring person and brother. I never said thank you quite enough, and I don't think I ever gave you quite enough hugs. I wish I could hug you today and every day! This past few months have been EXTREMELY hard and I can't quite put my finger on why now... but just know I think of you every day and cry many times a week because I miss you! I sure love you! Thank you for being the most Christ like person and for helping me to be a better each and every day. I try hard to be the type of person you are and I hope you can look down and be proud of me. Nothing would mean more than to know you are proud of me. I feel like I am crushed inside some days and I wish the feeling would go away but I have come to realize it will never go away. I will miss you every day for the rest of my life. I still don't understand why people say time heals everything... it is very FALSE time heals nothing. Well I can't quite see through the tears now so I guess its time to stop. I love you Coco, and hope I can one day be half the person you were! p.s. don't forget to relay the message please!!!
love your may

Utah Utes

I love the Utes! I was very disappointed in the loss against byu but its ok there is always next year! I have been able to attend several games this season and can't get enough of it... they are just too fun! I even learned some things about football that i didn't quite know before! Well all in all i am proud of my utes!