So I was thinking how silly I am for never asking you to relay the message up in heaven that I hate the snow and would really appreciate it if it would go away. I'm sure you have an in, so could you please do me this one tiny favor please please please big brother?? I wish you were here... I miss the winter time when I would walk outside my car would be all cleared off, warm and started for me. You have always been such a sweet caring person and brother. I never said thank you quite enough, and I don't think I ever gave you quite enough hugs. I wish I could hug you today and every day! This past few months have been EXTREMELY hard and I can't quite put my finger on why now... but just know I think of you every day and cry many times a week because I miss you! I sure love you! Thank you for being the most Christ like person and for helping me to be a better each and every day. I try hard to be the type of person you are and I hope you can look down and be proud of me. Nothing would mean more than to know you are proud of me. I feel like I am crushed inside some days and I wish the feeling would go away but I have come to realize it will never go away. I will miss you every day for the rest of my life. I still don't understand why people say time heals everything... it is very FALSE time heals nothing. Well I can't quite see through the tears now so I guess its time to stop. I love you Coco, and hope I can one day be half the person you were! p.s. don't forget to relay the message please!!!
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Sounds like such a great brother cay! I think about you all the time and hope things are going well for you! I miss you lots! If you ever need anyone to talk to please call! I will always be here for ya! Love ya lots!
XOXOXO! I've been missing him like crazy too lately. I had to laugh at your comment about time NOT healing anything.....I was thinking about that in the car when I was driving the other day....and I agree with you. If I lived with you I'd clean your car off for you in the mornings. Love you!
I love that he would clean your car off for you every morning...What a great brother! He obviously cares so much about you!! and I agree that time doesn't heal things, but it will be better when you get to see him again:)and we are so lucky to KNOW that you will see him again:) it will be a great reunion for you two!! and for that, I LOVE our religion..I love you cay!! I sure hope i get to see you at my shower on the 19th!!! miss your beautiful shinning face haha!! and trust me, your brother is SOOO PROUD of you, because how could he not be!! lub you!
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